I sketched this head for a bigger painting, but after I finished the big painting, I was thinking maybe I could paint it with a different...

I painted this to pull out everything I have to see if it gets the effect I wanted. It's not a disappointment, but I can still go much...

I wasn't meant to mask the face, but some components were not attached properly, so I had to choose between discarding, repainting, or...

Before I started to paint, I even asked the owner if she was okay with me using her photo, but I received no response, so I ignored her...

It reminds me of my suffering. I put my heart and soul into my creations, but my mental struggles seem to worsen as my work improves....

It's very hard to paint anything, with about a 90% chance to repaint. There must be something going on in another realm that is tied to...

Seems like the more days it takes, the more I can add to the taste.

I still cant believe its gone for real.

Painting her feels that bittersweet.

Thats the way i prefer things to show.

Now i just have to stop painting for once, and wake up early than turn on the shop, and let fate does its thing.

"It's so painful to paint her because she no longer exists in my life; it’s been almost 10 years. If I had the choice to go back in time...

Today, I found a photo of someone very important in my life, but she is no longer with us. The thought of drawing her brings me pain, and...

I meant to start this and finish at least 90% of it in one day. If there were a health bar above my head, it would now be critically low...

The difficulty isn't what i normally have; the lightest light cannot be corrupted, or the whole painting will have to be redone again.

I think i gotta come back for this, next day.

Every time I paint something from the past, I feel a deep sadness; it’s like when it hits, it hits harder each time. Now I start to...